Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Missing you...and Moving my Behind :-)

Hello all. Well, J has been gone less than a week and I'm missing him terribly. I know there are a million people in this same situation, but it doesn't make it any easier. We can't even communicate regularly on the computer for at least a few more weeks and it REALLY sucks not to be able to talk to him everyday.

Ok, I won't ramble on any longer about how said I am. J would tell me to quit being poopie-pantsed so I'll just move on.

I started working out yesterday!

I haven't done any kind of exercise for a long time. And it shows. *EEP!* I'm even heavier than I thought I was. I'm not extremely overweight or anything but I'm the heaviest I've ever been in my life. I NEVER thought I'd be this heavy (especially since I don't have any kids!). I'd like to lose 30 pounds (maybe even 40 if I pull off 30) and a few dress sizes. I've never been "tiny," even when I was in good shape, so I know I'll keep my curves.

Wish me luck on that. I can do it. :-)

I'll have some spanking related news soon. I don't want to jump the gun and say too much about it before it happens, but if all goes according to plan I'll get to spank my girlfriend! :D I promise to have more news on that very soon. :-)

Well, that's it for this post. I'll be back soon. I hope everyone is having a good new year so far!

Happy Spanking!

~Brat V~

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

I'll be Missing J...

Tonight will be the last night I'll be spending with J for at least 6 months, probably more like 8. I don't want him to leave but I know that he doesn't have a job that he can exactly back out of. I'm going to miss him terribly. :-(

He won't get to spank me (or do anything else for that matter) for quite some time. *sigh* I'm going to miss just being in his arms. He's so much bigger and taller than I am that I always feel happy and safe there.

I'll continue to blog because I will have fun and interesting (and spank related!) things going on while he's gone, but I'll write about that in another post.

J is my heart and soul. We've spent this first year of marriage learning each other better and growing together. I hate that he'll be gone the entire second year. I miss him already, even though he's still here.

That's it for now. I'll post again soon. I'll probably post more this year than I did all of last year because J won't be here to hang out with and I'll want to spend more time on the computer.

Bye for now everyone!

Happy Spanking!

~Brat V~